I would agree with what you said retry. Also, I'd make this point, I'm meditating on Scripture to better understand God's Ways, to know Him better. What comes to my mind is this verse: Psalm 103:7. "He made known his ways unto Moses, his acts unto the children of Israel."
I'm posing the question, do we want to only know about His acts, His actions, what He has done? Those are all good things to know. But do we want also to be like Moses, and to understand and know His ways?
(just a clarification, I used the term "meditating" on Scripture because my experience with this site is that after the verses reach 100%, I haven't really "memorized" them forever to the point where I can recite them. I just want to be transparent about that. Have a blessed day, everyone.)