Like Joosep said ...the sting of loss may be with you for years to come...I think that's a sign that you were blessed with good parents ..mine passed in 2007 and I still miss their love...but I know that The Father has something good planned for us even if in our human courtroom judges God Unjust and Unwise...hang in there and keep believing in Jesus (I know you will)...
jcosimi, Congratulations on reaching that goal! your persistence in working diligently on this site will bear fruit, I truly believe! (and most likely has already borne fruit)
Congratulations! I pray that as you memorize, you will also meditate on the Lord, on who He is, what His character is like, how much He love us, and upon His many other attributes.
I pray the same for myself. Lord, help us to keep our focus directly upon You. Grant that we may walk with You, every day and every moment, 100%. Hebrews 12:2